your eyes

very often i am surprised by what people think of me.

other people think better of me than i think of myself.

which is ok.  that's cool.

but i don't really understand why.

i don't know what they see about me or in me.

some people i feel like i barely know and they say nice things about me and i just wonder to myself how they see that.

i don't get it.

not complaining, but i dont get it.

i wonder what it would be like to see myself through someone elses eyes.  i really would like to try that.

sorry blogger, i've been really neglecting you.

too busy.  so busy.  maybe when school is done i'll write more.

probably.