zomb zomb zomb!

listening to: nothing.... i'm trying to start the falling asleep process while i write this.

zomb was FUN!
bought an extra gun and 25 extra darts for the occasion. sneaking around in a large park with a group of people was awesome. i loved when someone gave the order to "get down" and all of us ducked and shrunk back into some bushes, effectively disappearing. i'm going to have to do this again sometime and i'm going to have to shoot more zombies. i only shot one this time. the only action i was involved in was at the end making the push to the helipad. theo made it. grats.

went and saw nick and norah's infinite playlist. liked it for a while i suppose. when it was over i was just kinda "meh." kinda makes me miss that i don't have a gf.

but the fact that i miss that kind of thing so much makes me want to give it up. i want to forget about it. to not care. this isn't some sad "i wish the pain would go away *tears*" i just don't want to be bothered or distracted by the thoughts. i don't want to look at a girl and evaluate her on potential relationship qualities. i just want friends.

but that's something i've been thinking a lot about and don't intend to go into tonight.

i'm just tiiiiired.
today has been a great day.

despite that i woke up at 6:50 to get to a meeting at work. the sun wasn't up yet when i woke. that's crazy. and i had to scrape frost off of the windows of my car. unfair. after the meeting i came home and slept for like 2 more hours. nice.

i'm up too late on a saturday night again. when will i learn? whatev.