Thursday, November 6, 2008

hit and run

listening to: Yesterday's Rising - Torn and Weathered

things that did not go well today:
-cut on right pinky (unknown origin)
-paper cut on left middle finger (unknown origin: paper is suspect)
-i will not graduate next semester, that is certain
-lost soccer game pretty bad. it's obvious to me that i haven't played in a year
-cut/blister or something from soccer
-worst part of the day is that i feel myself being consumed by this need to be as efficient as possible, not wasting my time, always being productive and thinking about what i can get done. and since i really hardly got anything done today, i feel bad about it.
-oh, and i ordered something for my dad for his birthday(i'm waaay late on it) and tonight i found out he just recently purchased what i ordered. yep, it's already been shipped.

and for some reason today i just felt incredibly single. not single as in "free and unbound by relationship," but in a lonely, distant, melancholy kind of way. at night sometimes i lay and think of the words to explain it to you. and time flies.

but i wouldn't want you to think that i thought today was a bad day.

it was great playing soccer with the guys from high school again.
got a text message from a friend down in indiana, it was nice to know he thought of me
watched V for Vendetta (duh, 5th of november) with emo and kory and chad and levi and kelly. (i just typed "nevember" wrong for a second and it looks like the words "never remember" smashed together. interesting)
i don't really mind much having to wait out another semester of classes. at least it should be an easy one.
i got to play guitar at band practice.

and i just bought this shirt from woot because i think it fits my mood really well right now:


and i definitely need to sleep.
peace.

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