rah rah

listening to: La Dispute: The Surgeon and the Scientist

im real tired. about to go to sleep.

i finished my game today. yay!
then i decided i could add more to it. now it's not working right. heh.
but i should be able to fix it pretty easy, i'm not worried.

philosophy exam this morning went great! i really liked that class, and i got some real quality studying in last night. i felt good about the things i wrote, it was all essays. i like writing.

need to interview duffy. need to shoot my own video and make the music for it.
once my game is fixed, i only need to do my videos. i'm so close to the end...

in closing, i'll leave an excerpt of La Dispute lyrics, from the song that i'm listening to. i like the free form of it all, it almost doesn't make sense, but it's got feeling and passion in it and that's what i like.

i can feel you healing and i hate it,
(like a harpist without hands you only bang the strings
you used to love to touch so much)
to hear the dissonance drain violently and then dissolve
like all the songs i sang but never once could make you smile.
my god, i would kill to make you smile.
and reach out to my hands, soft and frail, to make good on the love that you swear still exists, and still thrives
though we've buried our bodies in blood (and old lies,
like, "i'm fine" and "you look so much better than him"
but don't trust the surgeon with your heart,
she's drunk and sips from poison cups, and
don't you trust the scientist,
he says "life-is-like-a-wineglass" as he spills his drink
like secrets
all across your dress and says:

"my dear, i must confess, i never thought you ever knew what love was like for real.

i never thought you needed me.")
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goodnight. sleep will be nice.