and it was in that park

listening to: Justice - We Are Your Friends

right this minute, i have over $1000 in the bank. yays! praise God, I'll should be able to go to california even if i have to pay for it all myself, which looks likely. and i think there will be enough to fix my car also. this is a very good thing, and quite the relief. but if Jo-Jo is still alive and well and out there in the world somewhere, it'd be cool to talk to her.

last night was cool. small little concert in Hagar Park. Kyle did cool things with his bass and loop pedal, turned out pretty cost. Derek played some nice acoustical pieces. all the while the republican party... party was going on in the background. funny. the kid the the ukulele size guitar was absolutely spastic. his friend with the keyboard seemed a little calmer, but i think they either both took the same thing before coming or they both forgot to take something they were supposed to. but it was still entertaining. and. and and and. what made the whole thing worth going, was that fran was there. and the look on her face when i said hi.
i haven't made eye contact with that girl in...3 years? how long has it been? i think almost exactly 3 years. i've almost been looking forward to the random event of running into her someplace, because i knew i would be cool about it and she would feel incredibly awkward. it was strange for me a bit, seeing her walk over to nick, who was by me. she didn't look any different really, wearing a shirt i used to see her in often. but the way she reacted when i said hi told me i was exactly right about how i thought things would go. it made me laugh. i don't think she's any different from the person she was years ago, but for her sake i hope she's changed.

but oh the lulz. :)

and the books i've been reading are blowing my mind, in such a good way.
Sex God - done. Velvet Elvis - in the works, and so good.
Irresistible Revolution - next. i think it'll change me.