random dream

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had a really random dream last night. it took me a while after i woke up to realize that it happened. i feel like there was a lot to it but i only remember the end of it accurately. so anyway.

i was sitting on a couch in a basement, girl #1 walks up to me and i am disappointed. she sits down by me and then suddenly becomes girl #2 and i am happy about that. big hugs, we hang out for a short time kinda holding each other, then i sadly say "no, but i can't. that other girl is my girlfriend." then we went upstairs and girl #1 and her parents are there. we're in her house. i'm deeply saddened because i don't want to be dating girl #1, i want to be with girl #2. it's a strange feeling for me because i've never had that feeling. suddenly after some time, i realize that i'm not actually dating girl #1 at all, i'm free to do whatever i want. so i'm overjoyed that #2 and i can be together. then at some point it ends.

the crazy part is that girls 1 and 2 are both girls i've dated before. and i haven't seen #1 in a long time, so my brain age advanced her to what she would probably look like now, much like you see on those crime tv shows where they show you what a criminal or missing person would look like years from their most recent photo.

while in the shower i was trying to think why in the world i would have a dream about #1, and then i realized it. wrestling. i watched a movie about pro wrestling last night. i guess that was enough to make that dream happen. the word "rhino" probably has to do with the reason #2 was in there, because that made me laugh before i went to bed.

but in the end, none of the dream is true because i am with no girl, not 1, 2 or any other number, and i'm ok with that. sometimes i think it'd be nice, but most of the time it's not even a big deal.

ta daaa. there's the dream. now i better leave for work.