hmm

listening to: Russian Cirlces - Death Rides a Horse

first of all, listening to that song this morning was nice. if you'd like to hear it too, go to Songerize and type in the artist and song name, it's on there, i checked.

oh the impracticality of it all!
i certainly do not need a girl to hang out with, but i have a desire. you know, that kind of girl, the one you want to sit close to and be extra nice to inbetween bouts of flirtatious mockery of sorts. yeah, but i don't need it. and who i've been thinking of lately... eh it just doesn't seem practical. it would turn distanced all too soon, and i don't think i want to do that. maybe i'm thinking too far ahead, or just thinking about it too much in general. but whatever. what happens, happens.
maybe this means soon i won't care about any particular chicas in any particular way. it's been a while since that ever happened. i could go for that.

i want to make music. i want to make it with friends. then i want those friends and i to go places and play the music. when i think about things in my life that make me feel really happy, really alive, playing music is near, if not at, the top of my list. so yeah, i need to apply myself to finishing some songs i've started. i really don't think it's that hard to do if i try.

oo boy, here i am staying up too late again. i was at the lowells until a little after 2:30am. the discovery channel is enthralling.

time to go to bed while watching the storm come in.

i love a good thunderstorm.