Monday, December 15, 2008

should be sleeping

listening to: The Fall of Troy - Ghostship part 1 (Introverting Dimensions)

"The stars scream out, and spew our names.  Told through the sky's hellacious waves.  Copied and calculated, we waited forever, and now i remember.  How cumulous clouds turned our worlds upside down..."

as i was typing those words out the very song they came from started up on random play.

we just watched FLCL, on a whim.
that's still my favorite anime.
i spent so much time watching it.  over and over.
and going back to parts and watching for things.
and looking into it, and understanding it.
and trying to get the references.
trying to ignore the admittedly often perverse humor.
(you get less of it if you're more innocent.  i used to be more innocent.)

i want to go away someplace so that i can come back.
yeah?
can't miss you if you don't go away.

i had a great day today.
i have class early.  8am.
i should go to bed.
but first,

These words, these pages of text, this blog; it all references a part of me.
this is jarrod in theory.
jarrod in practice is not the same.

real life is much more complicated.
or so simple that i can't help but make it appear complicated because if i realize how easy it was i might just explode or collapse or get it right.

occasionally i'll catch my reflection in something just for a second and i've got a look that makes me think of sylar every time.
*twisted smile*

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