decisions, decisions

so, i think i've decided not to record/post the song i've been working on.

i might record it actually, but keep it to myself for a while. i just think that now is not the time for it. i've admitted (i think) that it was a selfish endeavor, and i don't want to be that way right now. i'm at peace with this decision.

tonight i was playing some things that i had written down ages ago in a notebook. i used to write all the music i came up with in this notebook, mostly tabs. i discovered an almost full song in there, and nick and i played it a bit. i also found one little riff that sounded so familiar to me but i couldn't remember where it was from. i finally figured out it was part of what scott and tyler and i had first come up with while jamming together so long ago. i really liked that little tune. i think i'm going to make something more of it.

well, in the course of writing this blog, i forgot i was writing it and i ended up doing a lot of random things. read a chapter for homework, but stopped for like 10-15 minutes to look through boxes for a headphone->1/4 inch adapter. found 2 of them, but also found random stuff i forgot i had or had been looking for and forgot about. i found my calendar from last year. now for like the past 3 years, looking back at my calendar gives me a pretty decent overall reminder of how things went that year. i write a lot of little random stuff on the calendar about events that happened, often in some sort of abstract code that i'll have to struggle to remember the secret to.
concerts, work schedules, special events, memories i'll want to keep. that sort of stuff makes it on there. i think i had more to go on about this, but i forgot. weird. (also weird, when i went to type the word "weird" i typed "wrist" instead)

i need to go to bed. i had a soccer game tonight, i ran in it, i'm tired. tomorrow i'm taking my business law test, blech.

night.